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Before I immigrate to Canada, I even considered to do business in Canada. So I visited a farmer who was my relative living in a village. He was very happy and always smiled.
He was an experienced famer and business man. He could make delicious lemon juice with a kind of toxi lemon. When he bought the field which he was working on., he was very frustrated. The soil on the field was barren. Either fruit trees could grow on, or even pigs could not be raised from this lean land. Except bush and scorpion could live in this kind of field. These scorpion hiding in the holes worked on his imagination and became the inspiration for struggling with his business from lossing money to earning money. He would utilized this small insects. Disregarding other people’s surprise, he began breeding scorpion. He squeezed the venom from the tail of scorpion to make medicine as pain killer. And then he sold the scorpion to restruants. Those restruats fried these scorpion and made them delicious and crispy dish. Only after one and half year, he opened a lab in his village to produce pain killer made from scorpion. He was a succeful farmer who could alter the situation.
Although I am not doing business now, his success make me inspect my situation always. The most critical thing of us is not investing by your income or deposit, because everyone could make it. The most important thing is how to earn when you are lossing money. To do so, I need will power and intelligence.
The great psycologist Alfred Aadler engaged his life in studying human and their potential. He claimed that he discovered the most incredible character of human being is his power which can switch the situation from failure to win.
I am going to discover my potential power and hope to clear the debit of student loan and earn more money after I graduate.
Journal Three for The Third Week
A few days ago, a classmate, who was borned here, asked me:” Why you come here, since you have difficulty in English? “ First of all, we had a short conversation and he knew I came from China, where was prosperous.
I told him, that I was rich living in my origin city----my Dad was a doctor; Mum was a teacher; I made money in programming job----but I made a decesion to came here. I had solved every problems which I could meet in my former profession and in my country. I would like to enrich my experience and knowledge by immigration to a totally new place and choose another profession.
Marcus Aurelius, an emperor who governed Rome, a great psycologist as well, said, “Mind determines one’s life”.
I ever persuaded one of my colleague to immigrate here with me. I said, there were a great mount of bread, that stack up to the high of a mountain, for you to spend your whole life; and there were salmon swimming in the sea waiting for you to hunt them----which you would like to choose. He choose former while I choose later. I know I may drown in the river or I may be attacked by sharks, but I would like to take the risk. I evaluated the risk and the reward, I made up my mind.
My mind is diligent and courageous, so that my life should be plentiful, according to Marcus Aurelius’s theory. I am sure of it.
Half century ago, the Chairman (President) of my country, Zedong Mao said, You will gain how much you imagine from your land. This word was exaggerated and a kind of impossible to manage a country, but if I apply it to manage my personal fate, it is feasible.
Journal Four for The 4th Week
I think the most important lesson that I gained is, “One’s thought is important.” If I learned your though, of cause I know you. Our thought dominate us. Our attitude determine our fate. Mr. Emerson says, “Human is his product of his mind…” People seldom have dualism character, don’t they?
I entirely believe that what I am facing now, the most difficult and the unique problem, is to filter a precise thought. If I do so correctly, I am approaching the shorcut to solve the problems. In Canada, ( or US, these freedom of kingdom. ) an enterprise can succeed from 0 to billion. They don’t have to be a inheritor, whose father was billionaire. He can be a billionaire in his life. He only need to operate his business correctly, to treat people ( his families, friends, customers, oppenonts…) fairly, to arrange his dairy living properly, to regulate his diet simplely and to see his doctor by the schedule…etc. Then he can accumulate his fortune up to billions.
If the mind is happy, we of cause are happy. If we think sadly, then we live with misery. If we have fear, then we worry. If we think we are sick, then we will catch a disease. If we think we will fail, then we definitely fail.
But the life is not so simple but complex. What I am saying is to be positive instead of negative. In another word, I should focuse on my problem not be worry. What is the difference between them? Everytime when I was walking on the in crowdy streets, where there might be thieves, I was alert but not worry. The key was realize the problem, and take action steadily and calmly to deal with it. Worry only lead you to the problem on and on.
Journal Five for The 5th Week
When all RMB(Chinese currency) of my deposit was exchanged by the rate of 5.3:1 into CAD, I was no longer rich. Without any income and taking full time study in a college turns me more poor. Friends asked me by email that how do I spend my life everyday. I always answered, “ Since I could spend yesterday, I can get through today. I stop thinking about how to face tomorrow.”
I deeply experienced anxiousness, struggle, despearation and illusion while I worked exhaustly and praied the boss could give me one more working hour. When I look back my past few years, it looks like a terible battlefield with broken swords, bodies, burining trees and bushes. It is full of smash dream, hope and frustrated feeling----a battlefield which is seriously not benefit to me and make me wounded all over.
But I don’t feel pitty of myself, and neither cry for the past, nor feel jealous of those lucky people, because I have been living with tears and blood, not just being exist. I had gulped a whole bottle of strongest vodka, yet other people only tasted it’s bubble. I realize something which others never know; I can comprehend something which others are blind of it. Only the eyes were cleaned by tears, could they explore wider.
In Canada, I have learned a philosophic theory which who living in luxury can not understand. That is I can only stand for today but don’t worry about the trouble might occur tomorrow.
When I got to go, I got to go. I will not worry about anything, because I have learned from experience that when the doom is coming in front of me, I will gain the power and intelligence to face it.更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
Before I immigrate to Canada, I even considered to do business in Canada. So I visited a farmer who was my relative living in a village. He was very happy and always smiled.
He was an experienced famer and business man. He could make delicious lemon juice with a kind of toxi lemon. When he bought the field which he was working on., he was very frustrated. The soil on the field was barren. Either fruit trees could grow on, or even pigs could not be raised from this lean land. Except bush and scorpion could live in this kind of field. These scorpion hiding in the holes worked on his imagination and became the inspiration for struggling with his business from lossing money to earning money. He would utilized this small insects. Disregarding other people’s surprise, he began breeding scorpion. He squeezed the venom from the tail of scorpion to make medicine as pain killer. And then he sold the scorpion to restruants. Those restruats fried these scorpion and made them delicious and crispy dish. Only after one and half year, he opened a lab in his village to produce pain killer made from scorpion. He was a succeful farmer who could alter the situation.
Although I am not doing business now, his success make me inspect my situation always. The most critical thing of us is not investing by your income or deposit, because everyone could make it. The most important thing is how to earn when you are lossing money. To do so, I need will power and intelligence.
The great psycologist Alfred Aadler engaged his life in studying human and their potential. He claimed that he discovered the most incredible character of human being is his power which can switch the situation from failure to win.
I am going to discover my potential power and hope to clear the debit of student loan and earn more money after I graduate.
Journal Three for The Third Week
A few days ago, a classmate, who was borned here, asked me:” Why you come here, since you have difficulty in English? “ First of all, we had a short conversation and he knew I came from China, where was prosperous.
I told him, that I was rich living in my origin city----my Dad was a doctor; Mum was a teacher; I made money in programming job----but I made a decesion to came here. I had solved every problems which I could meet in my former profession and in my country. I would like to enrich my experience and knowledge by immigration to a totally new place and choose another profession.
Marcus Aurelius, an emperor who governed Rome, a great psycologist as well, said, “Mind determines one’s life”.
I ever persuaded one of my colleague to immigrate here with me. I said, there were a great mount of bread, that stack up to the high of a mountain, for you to spend your whole life; and there were salmon swimming in the sea waiting for you to hunt them----which you would like to choose. He choose former while I choose later. I know I may drown in the river or I may be attacked by sharks, but I would like to take the risk. I evaluated the risk and the reward, I made up my mind.
My mind is diligent and courageous, so that my life should be plentiful, according to Marcus Aurelius’s theory. I am sure of it.
Half century ago, the Chairman (President) of my country, Zedong Mao said, You will gain how much you imagine from your land. This word was exaggerated and a kind of impossible to manage a country, but if I apply it to manage my personal fate, it is feasible.
Journal Four for The 4th Week
I think the most important lesson that I gained is, “One’s thought is important.” If I learned your though, of cause I know you. Our thought dominate us. Our attitude determine our fate. Mr. Emerson says, “Human is his product of his mind…” People seldom have dualism character, don’t they?
I entirely believe that what I am facing now, the most difficult and the unique problem, is to filter a precise thought. If I do so correctly, I am approaching the shorcut to solve the problems. In Canada, ( or US, these freedom of kingdom. ) an enterprise can succeed from 0 to billion. They don’t have to be a inheritor, whose father was billionaire. He can be a billionaire in his life. He only need to operate his business correctly, to treat people ( his families, friends, customers, oppenonts…) fairly, to arrange his dairy living properly, to regulate his diet simplely and to see his doctor by the schedule…etc. Then he can accumulate his fortune up to billions.
If the mind is happy, we of cause are happy. If we think sadly, then we live with misery. If we have fear, then we worry. If we think we are sick, then we will catch a disease. If we think we will fail, then we definitely fail.
But the life is not so simple but complex. What I am saying is to be positive instead of negative. In another word, I should focuse on my problem not be worry. What is the difference between them? Everytime when I was walking on the in crowdy streets, where there might be thieves, I was alert but not worry. The key was realize the problem, and take action steadily and calmly to deal with it. Worry only lead you to the problem on and on.
Journal Five for The 5th Week
When all RMB(Chinese currency) of my deposit was exchanged by the rate of 5.3:1 into CAD, I was no longer rich. Without any income and taking full time study in a college turns me more poor. Friends asked me by email that how do I spend my life everyday. I always answered, “ Since I could spend yesterday, I can get through today. I stop thinking about how to face tomorrow.”
I deeply experienced anxiousness, struggle, despearation and illusion while I worked exhaustly and praied the boss could give me one more working hour. When I look back my past few years, it looks like a terible battlefield with broken swords, bodies, burining trees and bushes. It is full of smash dream, hope and frustrated feeling----a battlefield which is seriously not benefit to me and make me wounded all over.
But I don’t feel pitty of myself, and neither cry for the past, nor feel jealous of those lucky people, because I have been living with tears and blood, not just being exist. I had gulped a whole bottle of strongest vodka, yet other people only tasted it’s bubble. I realize something which others never know; I can comprehend something which others are blind of it. Only the eyes were cleaned by tears, could they explore wider.
In Canada, I have learned a philosophic theory which who living in luxury can not understand. That is I can only stand for today but don’t worry about the trouble might occur tomorrow.
When I got to go, I got to go. I will not worry about anything, because I have learned from experience that when the doom is coming in front of me, I will gain the power and intelligence to face it.更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net